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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

PICS

Tuesday: Flag Day

 

Sasha

Yessenia

Lindsey and Karen (yessenia in background)

Mr. Stein, well an attempt at getting his picture

Pandora thinkin she all fly on her phone

Lumina (Duclas in the bac)

Kyanna

Cindee wearin my shirt grr shirt thief o and look the cheerleaders in the background

Tazzz

Steven n Hassan

Me n Julie

Me (gettin Drunk) Liz, Kyanna, and John (licking the pole)

Wed.: un official las day

Me n Aaron.

Da train creww at Brians House

Today: Official Las day

The TRUE burger king hahahahah.....ok bad joke.....

Samita and George..aww.....

George, Kyanna, Samita, and Me

Thats all for now =D Prop the song below.


Saturday, June 25, 2005

Las day of School. Oh man, How can i describe freshman year...hmm interesting. Sucked academically but friends wise, It was great. I met so many ppl. It was crazy and I know theres so much more to meet. I look at that Tech '08 blogring, and there's people there I've never even heard of. Ima see if I can change that over the next 3 years. But then again, I'm not sure how long I have wit u guys, Even tho my parents promised me high school. I wonuldnt be shocked if I were to wake up one morning on a bus straight to philly. So Ima see if I can use the time with you wisely. Well in freshman yea there were alot of changes with my self, mostly in appearance I would think and personality a little. I act different around different people. Around some people I'm talkative and always crackin jokes. And other times I'm quiet and shy and not really talkin at all jus taking a seat in the back of the class. Those are the two me's. Other people who know the first me may be like O.O thats second you is not you, but actually, it is. I am SHY. Thats the real me. I dunno most of the time it goes away but when it comes out it shows in full force. BUt anyways enough about that, more about YOU, yes the peopl that impacted me Freshman year. First, the people that went to hudde that I never talked to but yet.... we bcame pretty damn good friends. Lets take a look.

Liz- Now how the hell did we become so damn close. We didnt talk at ALL in hudde, I think u said hi to me like once but thas it! Ah! i think its cuz we were in the same prefect, and took the same train. That must be it. Now we tall eachother madd stuff. I can come to you about anythin. Anything! its cool we cool. We better stay cool for the rest of H.S.

Samita- Now this friendship is jus plain crazy. Of all the people in hudde to become one of my Besterest friends, i would have never thought it to be you. Mostly cuz, I thought you were too cool for the likes of me. But we took the same train AND the same bus home, so our closeness was bound to happen. We trust eachother wit everythin rite? and you make me feel like crap wen u help me pay for stuff, even tho u did it like once but Ima do a whole bunch of nice things for u, like, like, hook you up wit a boy you like, wat a minute, I already did that, or maybe somethin like, make a rap fo- hey already done. Maybe a layo- crap did that too =D. We became close madd fast and I hope we can stay friends for madd long.

LIL JOHN-  YEA! WAT! OK! lol yes lil john. The "manager" of the Heavy Weights. Yea well, You a dude so i cant get as mushy as i did with the girls. Ahem. well, yea, son dawg, um we tight now, even tho i barely knew u in hudde, i jus knew u were in the "circle" Who knew you were madd funny. Well yea we gonna be cool for the next 3 yrs.

Jackie- lol yes you count as goin to hudde, now in the hell did WE become friends, hmm dunno,  dont care, all that matters is that we cool NOW. You some to me wit ur stuff and i make sure to listen. Hmm maybe it was the Q train, but enuff about that. I'm always there for u no matter wat, you jus know and you stay scarin me sometimes. Not scared of you, Scared FOR you. So stop worryin me, and do wat u gotta do.

Ying Sim (Simmy)- Hmm another how did we become close? Q train maybe? but yea we cool cool. Ima make sure Johnny boy takin care of you. I'm patiently waitin for ya'll two to make somethin happen.

Cuiyu- Yea we became close too, kinda since 8th grade tho, but even more tighter at the begginng of the year. H,, wat happend? We didnt lose connection but we aint tight as in the beggining of the year, probably cuz  i dont see you as much anymore = ( (tear) But we still cool. =D

Hmm all I can think of for now, Lol look only one dude up there, I'm dont make good close friends wit guys (shrugs) Anyway Here are the people who i met in Tech this year and I consider important. If your not here, then ur important jus..not as much.They wont get stuff well , except for one or two ppl.

Aaron- We had Global first term but didnt really talk much there, to me, but then in music class we became tight n cool. You always there to evaluate my rhymes for me, thx man.

Lindsey- SHRIVELED UP AND DEAD, I could not have survived the 2nd term of freshmen year if it wasn't for YOU. Never, EVER, EVER. You was in um 5 of my classes i think, thank the lord. Oh man we was cool in science lab n social studies first term and became even cooler the second. YOUR THE BESTEST EVER.

 Wai- Hmm lets see, you tease me about my lack of high grades and i tease you of the horrible success of you favorite team the Knicks.  =P At lesat my grades can improve the knicks can't lol ha take that. But anyways ur a madd good friend. You halped me out alot, thx.

LANA<3- Haha i wont lie I almos forgot youu. I first met u in science and Lab and you were so lil n adorable. I jus HAD to adopt you. Haha I'm soundin so fruity. Then it turns out u coulve had a thing wit a good friend of mine which i'm pretty Madd never happened grr. But you tried to get me to have some confidence wit this chick, too bad i gained some a week b 4 school was over -.- lol but yea i guess we try to help eachother anyway we can. I hope to b e a better big bro in the future.

RemaYea we were so cool. COmin in late to technology EVERYDAY. lol and you having to pee in english EVERYDAY. lol we had some good times in both classes, you couldnt stop crakin up about the hair, i bet ur probably crackin up Just rememberin it. Hope we have a class together again.

Olaiere- Hmm well, I think everything I could say you already know. I'm jus glad to have met you this year.

Cindee- Wow, you are a very interesting person. I thought i knew you before, I didnt. You seem so happy all the time and so carefree. Yet on the inside your so different. Anyway your a nice presence to have around. Stay away from them jrs. lol But next year u'll probably be after srs. =D

Carrie- Well I did meet you this year in tech. And you are very important to me. So you qualify. Man, I dunno where to begin, we had so much fun together, science, lab, Gym, i aint even knew you as long as you other friends and i dunno how important i was to you but you were important to me.

Sharmin(pronounced SHARM-IN like the toilet paper)-Yes I'm BLACK! lolol R u high or wat? lol you always seemed to be on somethin at lunch. Man your picking up black habits from hangin aroud me too much. Lol yea but we had so much fun told eachother stuff, you told me bout ur lil alien cruch if u know wat i mean hehe but we cool n tight. its all good. =D

Nancy- If there's one thing about Nancy, she can sure put up with alot. Lol I felt so happy when i finally felt you were comfortable around me. I knew it took you a long time. Especially since I was so wierd. But through it all my charm and irresistable personality won you over =D (Nancy: psh yea rite) But anyways if anythin im always there for you. And I'm glad you realized u aint really like jr boy. I hope thats who you talkin bout cuz that dude dont deserve your heart. That lil... lemmee calm down. But anyways yea im here =D

Carla- Haha carlaa. I dont see you enough. we were homies 1st term. And Ms. S thought me n you had somethin goin on, on the low >.> lol. But we was madd tight. We were part of the HOBO'S haha. We were too cool to sit at a table. Yeah good times definately. We better get a class.

 Now for the ALL people who i met that I consider important. Ugh, this is gonna be awhile.


Friday, June 24, 2005

Of course if i do a layout about a song, a remix must follow

 

 

Uh huh, yea, it’s the Reeeemmixxx

 

[Chorus]

Diamonds are forever

Throw ya Diamonds in the sky if you feel the vibe

Diamonds are forever

The Heavy Weights shine every time I rhyme

Foreeeeeeeveeeer

Forever ever, Forever ever, ever ever, ever ever, ever ever

 

 

[Verse 1]: Ill Matics

Close your eyes and rewind back, see the time that/

Turn the hands of time back, See when Sam just began to write raps /

The time when he couldn’t even be defined black/

Was so white that, hed wear button downs wit tight pants/ >.<

But now in the present, the times have changed/

Bit more G’d up but still can’t find a chain/

Learned from the best now I rhyme insane/

Got myself a tag hope Nas don’t mind the name/0=)

I remember I couldn’t get large tees, or hot sneaks/

Payless was what my mom got me/

But now that I’m older I rock some hot kicks/

Nets jersey not Knicks, that’s rite I got kidd/ 8 )

But yet I’m still not in the in-circle/

I got glasses so its instilled I‘m still Urkel/

But when they ask me if Ima ever get contacts/

I say I’ll give an answer on the day they prove false that/

 

[Chorus]

Diamonds are forever

Throw ya Diamonds in the sky if you feel the vibe

Diamonds are forever

The Heavy Weights shine every time I rhyme

Foreeeeeeeveeeer

Forever ever, Forever ever, ever ever, ever ever, ever ever

 

[Verse 2]: Ill Matics (Rides over chorus)

Diamonds shine forever now that’s a fact/

That’s why I’m glad I got Matt Mose to have ma bac/

He Went bac to God like Mase, its like the Pastors Back/

TO capture cats and save em before the rapture pass/

We Rap the facts, Da Click n 1 life 2 music/

I made the choice to stick mah one life to music/

God gave me the gift its mah right to use it/

I know I can make hits Ima fight to prove it/

Dudes be testing me they wish I would hit them/

So hungry for a piece they jus wish I would diss them/

Jus to see my put down my beliefs but I still resist em/

And I can still hurt a dude while still bein Christian/

People think I got some tension and I need to vent/

Well I think all of yall need Jesus so please repent/

I stay shoutin Christ sayin he’s a friend/

So now People stay callin me a Jesus Pet/

 

 

2001 holy water I was Baptized in/ (Diamonds are forever)

God made me clean, made me shine like diamond/

And know its his will is the reason im rhyming/(Diamonds are forever)

And surviving while enemies wishin I’m dying/

But no matter Ima pass any test in my way/(Forreeeeeevveeeeerrr)

And leave it up to god to clear the rest in my way/

And I believe it in my heart to beat the rest in the game/

Till my heart lose its beat n I rest in my grave/

 

[Verse 3]: Ill Matics

People don’t seem to realize the serious things/

And cant see that diamonds are material things/

Only wished people knew that back then/

But Sierra Leone had to happen instead/

The war fought for land only caused by greed/

It’s cuz they wanted the diamonds they wasn’t a need/

Guns shootin bombs explodin people dyin/

Wasn’t only fought by men they had the children fightin/

Wasn’t even doin it for a reasonable cause/

Hacking of limbs to get a message across/

The blood stained diamonds that those people died for/

Is the very same diamonds we look to buy for/

Our wives, and we don’t even think of the lives/

All  we think about is that we got a new piece of ice/

So hopefully this last part has opened your eyes/

And when look diamonds you’ll see the real price/

 

[Chorus]

Diamonds are forever

Throw ya Diamonds in the sky if you feel the vibe

Diamonds are forever

The Heavy Weights shine every time I rhyme

Foreeeeeeeveeeer

Forever ever, Forever ever, ever ever, ever ever, ever ever

  

 

Meh not that great but its jus a remix =D. but yea that sierra leone buisness was some serious ish yall should research that on ya spare time =D. Drop them propz.


Monday, June 20, 2005

They say the good die young, you're a perfect example

Didn't get to know that long you only left me handful

Of memories, wish I had more of them to see

But mourn that you left me, hate myself that I never weeped

I think the las time I saw was on a lab day
Thursday, playin around wit u, cuz u know that's Sams way
Told me that I should stop and get my work done
BUt as usual i was always to busy jus havin fun

Then on Friday I didn't see u in the back of the class

But I aint give a second thought cuz u was out from class in the past

Little did I know at that moment u was in an everlasting sleep

You died at the same time you shouldve been in class wit me

So I went home on my computer went Bths site

Said a girl attended tech named Carrie Wong had died

Thought it was a coincidence i had a friend with the exact name

Till I realized that you weren't in my class that day

Then I read it more closly and it was wat I feared it to be

Then I realized it was u, I jus sat still, stared at the screen

Saw the way the person died, it couldn't point to you any more

Cuz I remembered you told me once that u had fainted once before

But I tried to deny it all I didn't wanna face the truth

Told my self id see u Monday, run all the way to you

And hold you in my arms and tell you all the things I heard

And then you'd say that you're ok and I'd be reassurred

I didn't know how to handle how to cope wit a death

Of friend who I considered one of the sweetest girls I ever met

I jus couldn't understand wat  you could do to be

Six feet under, than on earth with ur friends where you should be

You had so much goin for you in the life ahead

More than me, how come God couldn't TAKE MY LIFE INSTEAD

I still dunno how I person like you could die

Right now I jus wish I had a chance to say good bye

I never got to tell you I love you, jus know I really mean it

Your sn is still on buddy list I cant bring myself to delete it

I guess cuz deep down I haven't accepted the fact

That you gone from our world and your not comin back

I Jus hope you in a better place and you can hear me if ur able

Weird how that las layout u put on ur site was a angel

Cuz that's how I see you now I cant see you anywhere else

And to everyone else, sorry for bringin it up I jus wanted to respect her death

1990-2005 Rest in Peace Carrie Wong

We love you and in our hearts n dreams your life still carries on

 

Happy Birthday...


Monday, June 13, 2005

Oh Man its OFFICIALLY the end of term and man did it change from my expectations. Some good, Some bad. Its crazy. I also met many new friends Let's take a lil recap of wat i wrote on the first day of term to what i think now that its over and a rating on which term subject was better. Oh and get ready for a long reading and dont prop me saying ill read it later cuz honestly y would i care that ur telling me that, not to be mean.

itallics=past
bold= current

 Pd. 1/Algebra 2/Orna
Impression:
HEY guys I have some exceleent news. I jus found out my math teacher is married to my science teacher, ms oquendo, u know the class i hate. So imagine how much fun my math teach will be.  

Class:
LOL. He actually was fun. Now i know wat your saying, MR ORNA??!! But seriously you gotta get to know the guy, he's frickin hilarious. The stuff that he does, omgosh. I laughed almost everyday, ppl would look at me like wth? but i found him to be funny.

The ppl:
Umm, well its a math class so its quiet. Lets see I met nancy, cindee, young and Andrew. Yea i think that's all the ppl I talked too. And Jenny(tall) but i like only talked to her like twice. = /

Overall:
Greeeeat. Sure, the tests were hard and the hws were a little frustrating with me having to get use to the booklet method but I enjoyed myself. When it comes to better than first term the first term had easy hws and easy tests but it came with Mr stein. YOU CANT FRICKIN STAY AWAKE. So yes I would have to say mos def second term was better.

Pd. 2/Req Music/Ashely

Impression:
hmm other than the fact that this class on the 9th floor (yea we have a ninth floor) its not to bad I know a bunch of people there and the teacher seems nice. She mite be boring but I'll have to see.

Class:
Haha i said she seems nice. NO offense to her but most of the time she can be a b.... u know wats. Ugh and we had to learn to play piano. Aiyaaaa so frustrating. I couldn't stand it, at least I could walk in whenever I want. But fridays was the besssst mos def. Discussions!!
And it had to be me or Zev to say somethin funny. I liked discussions.

The ppl:
The ppl were funny. And I met Sharrmiin me n her became tight. Nancy was in that class too. I annoyed her soo much but i think she likes me now (as a friend). I had Aaron in my S.S. class last term but me n him didnt talk till like the VERY VERY VERY end. lol And i mean very but now me n him are madd tight. Well at least i think so. Umm Lindseey my home girrrlll was in there. THis one of the many appearances of lindsey throughout this entry I'll have you know. Umm I  met "Jasper" (umm damn i forgot his real name lol o yea stephan). Um Justin was in that class and thats about the ppl i talked to but it was mainly Aaron, Lindsey, Sharmin , Nancy and sometimes Zev, lol sounds like i said the alphabet

Overall:
Overall I couldve dont without the class. BUt I'm glad i met these ppl and got closer with a few. Can't say which was better cuz i didnt have music last term.

Pd.3/Biology 2/Oquendo

Impression:
Haha this teacher is somethin else I mean.. I walk into class.. I see her and im like ..ok..shes young shes black she should be cool. Man... I have never been more wrong in my entire life. I mean, once again I dont wanna judge teachers before i know them but, my word, she is one of the most uptight (dunno if thats the right word, my friend liks to say she has a broomstick up her butt) people I have ever met. And i have never seen a teacher us so much advanced vocab. Like i remember not understanding a few words she said. Well I gotta deal wit it. I mean... you jus gotta have her to see for u self. no wait, I wouldnt wish that on any man.

Class:
Well, I must say. It was reaaaaaalllllyyyy hard to like Ms. Oquendo. Especialyy wen she marks you late for coming in 1 sec. after the bell. And everytime i handed in a lab I would get it back with a failing grade! It was soo depressing. But deep deepp deep deep down is a teacher who cares about her students. Yes I believe its there. I've seen it show a couple of times. Ms. O should jus loosen up a lil. BUt it made me feel good when she called me by my last name, made me feel superior. "Wats the answer to number 6 MYlord" hehe

The ppl
Well I got to know Sasha a bit better and I met Brian. Lindseeey was in that class too. I would have done horrible with those Aims n DO Nows if it wasnt for her. BUt i have to say tha best person i met in that class was Lana <3. Shes the most cutest most adorbablest thing uve ever met. I jus HAD to ask her to be my lil sister. And we me n her is tight not TIGHT but tight. And i think we'll get tighter. BUt shes the best lil sister eveeerr.

Overall:
Ugh, did NOT like this class, not one bit. Sry but this class gets a thumbs down. Which class was better? FIRST MOST DEF. OMGOSH that was the best class I had all year I can honestly say. First term Pd 3 bio wit Mr Thorp was the jumpoff. But I'll talk more about it in my end of the term entry. Yea another one like this is comin. I dont think as long as this but pretty long.

Pd.4/Phys ed./Brown

 



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