They say the good die young, you're a perfect example
Didn't get to know that long you only left me handful
Of memories, wish I had more of them to see
But mourn that you left me, hate myself that I never weeped
I think the las time I saw was on a lab day Thursday, playin around wit u, cuz u know that's Sams way Told me that I should stop and get my work done BUt as usual i was always to busy jus havin fun
Then on Friday I didn't see u in the back of the class
But I aint give a second thought cuz u was out from class in the past
Little did I know at that moment u was in an everlasting sleep
You died at the same time you shouldve been in class wit me
So I went home on my computer went Bths site
Said a girl attended tech named Carrie Wong had died
Thought it was a coincidence i had a friend with the exact name
Till I realized that you weren't in my class that day
Then I read it more closly and it was wat I feared it to be
Then I realized it was u, I jus sat still, stared at the screen
Saw the way the person died, it couldn't point to you any more
Cuz I remembered you told me once that u had fainted once before
But I tried to deny it all I didn't wanna face the truth
Told my self id see u Monday, run all the way to you
And hold you in my arms and tell you all the things I heard
And then you'd say that you're ok and I'd be reassurred
I didn't know how to handle how to cope wit a death
Of friend who I considered one of the sweetest girls I ever met
I jus couldn't understand wat you could do to be
Six feet under, than on earth with ur friends where you should be
You had so much goin for you in the life ahead
More than me, how come God couldn't TAKE MY LIFE INSTEAD
I still dunno how I person like you could die
Right now I jus wish I had a chance to say good bye
I never got to tell you I love you, jus know I really mean it
Your sn is still on buddy list I cant bring myself to delete it
I guess cuz deep down I haven't accepted the fact
That you gone from our world and your not comin back
I Jus hope you in a better place and you can hear me if ur able
Weird how that las layout u put on ur site was a angel
Cuz that's how I see you now I cant see you anywhere else
And to everyone else, sorry for bringin it up I jus wanted to respect her death
1990-2005 Rest in Peace Carrie Wong
We love you and in our hearts n dreams your life still carries on
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